Hey Guys!!

Where does time go?!? Sorry I haven't updated in so long, but I just don't have time! I have tumbling on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Wednesdays. Morgan has softball games on Thursdays and the spare time I do have I spend with friends, not on the computer!! But I'm going to try to start updating a little more often!

So, Hmm... Since the last time I've updated, I've been in two "relationships", both went down with *Bang*! One was heartbreaking and the other one was for the guy, but not so much for me! I'm now talking with a new guy ... He's super hot and tons of fun! Hopefully, things will work out a little better! I'm keeping my fingers crossed! -Boy Crazy, I know-

My fish, Jaws, died. I don't know how or why. I fed him one morning, came home and went to feed him again and he was floating. It was the saddest thing ever!! My Dad was going to flush him like a dirty Kleenex!! I couldn't believe it. I refused to allow jaws to go down like that ... the whole family went out and barried him together then next day.

Well I'm out! Love to all who love me!

Marissa Marie

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*Bowling is so much fun*

Prom was a blast!

The lake is the best! xxxx

The second coolest person in the whole world! *Me being the first* lol

It's been a while since I've updated!! I haven't been home much lately! Our boys have had so many basketball games lately ... It's crazy! Plus, I've got a myspace now! And I love it! If you don't have one, you should really get one! They are way better than xanga!

I'll try to update later!

Love to all who love me! xxxx

Marissa Marie

The weekend is already over and it's back to school in the morning! *Fun* ... Not really! But it wont be too bad! I am going to miss most of Mr. Jordon's first hour, because I am going to go watch my little brother sing "You Are My Sunshine" at rise and shine tomorrow morning! My Mom told me no, but I'm going anyway. And she can just get mad! I'm not going to miss it! I remember singing that song when I was little! It's crazy how time flies!

I'm doing it again. Ending things before they even have a chance to start. I'm not sure why I do it, I am just so scared of getting hurt. I'm tired of getting my heart broken. I'm tired of thinking someone cares when they really don't. I'm don't want to put myself out there just to be let down. I know it sounds stupid, but unless you have truly been hurt like I have, then you wont understand. It's not easy. I get to where I like a guy and when it starts to go somewhere and I really start to like them and realize that he likes me back, I instantly back away. Sometimes we start going out when I realize it and then I stop picking up the phone and when he ask me to do things, I'm always "busy" or "My Dad says no". And then there are other times where I don't even start to date them. Like this time, I knew he was going to ask me out soon, so I stopped it all. We haven't hung out in weeks. He calls everyday and "I never hear the phone ring" or I'm "not home" or "eating dinner". Whatever excuse comes to mind first. It's pathetic, I know. But I can't help it. For a long time, I didn't even notice I did it. But my friend ,Quinn, pointed it out to me. He's known me for years and he's been through everything with me.  ....

Raeanna and I are still planning out trip to California! We have decided we are going to buy us a new car. We don't know for sure what type of car yet, but we know it is going to be pink! How cool is that? I told my Dad about my plans to go to California (but I left Raeanna out of it) and all he did was say that out of state tuition is three times more expensive than in state. Then he started talking about how EVERYTHING there is three times more expensive that it is here. Something like a one bedroom apartment is like $2,000 a month! And since we aren't exactly swimming in money, I think that was code for, I'm not paying for that! But I will find a way to make it work. Me and Rae always find a way of handling difficult situations like this!

Well I'm out! Love to all who love me! xxxx

Marissa Marie

School was a blast today! I only had to go until 5th hour and after that the whole school was free to leave as long as they had a note from our parents!! So Cassie, Kayla Carrier, Sarah, Me and my brother all went uptown, got drinks, and went to the park! I know it sounds kind of childish and kind of lame, but we all had a lot of fun!

Yesterday was Mrs. McFarlands last day and I'm super excited!! Now Mrs. Lively ( Joe's Mom)  is going to be our sub until Mrs. Carey returns!  She is really nice so it will be a great change from Mrs. McFarland. That used to be my favorite class, but when Mrs. McFarland took it over it sucked BIG! Hopefully now that she is gone it will get better agian!

I'm going to the game tonight! So I need to go get ready!

Love to all who love me! xxxx

Marissa Marie

Hello Everyone! First of all I just want to let you know that I have downloaded a tracker on to my website, so I see every person that enters me site! I never knew how many people actually come to it an read my stuff! It's actually kind of weird, but it's cool! I think I think if you come to it and read it you should at least leave me a comment! *Just A Thought*

This is going to sounds bad, but I'm having a lot of fun being single right now! Why should I have one boyfriend when I could have seven boyfriends?? Plus there are more girls in this world than there is guys, so I thinking every girl should be intilted to having two boyfriends! I don't know how the boys would feel about it and some girls might not like the idea, but I think it's a GREAT idea!

So Raeanna and I have come to the conclusion that we do not want to be stuck in Oklahoma forever. So I'm going to graduate and spend two years at a local college (which I panned on doing anyway) Then she is going to graduate and we are both going to pack up and move to California! I will finish the rest of my college years at a university there. I want to live some place cool and exciting. There is nothing cool or exciting about Oklahoma. California is the place I plan on meeting my RICH husbend. I may not be hanging with the stars, but I sure as anything will be shopping like the stars! ( with my best friend in this whole world) What could be better than that?

I'm having a good day!

Love to all who love me! xxxx

Marissa Marie